Monthly Archives: August 2010

More alters, bipolar disorder and more family issues, in other words: what else is new?


I had therapy yesterday and something happened, I say “something” because by the time I came back we were over time on our session and I couldn’t remember a parts of it. My therapist said a part came out that … Continue reading

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Quick post


I know I’ve been quiet for a few days. I went camping for a night with a huge family. It was the first time I’ve ever been camping which people thought was weird. How do I know what people are supposed … Continue reading

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Obsessing about the past


I’m now finding myself spending way more time thinking about the past. It doesn’t seem like it would be helpful but I can’t stop. I think finding that old house on Goggle Earth and seeing it with my eyes and … Continue reading

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The importance of validation


I’ve been thinking a lot about the importance of validation. I read several blogs about DID regularly and I’ve seen the effect having a validation of a memory can have on a person. Recently, someone commenting on a blog suggested … Continue reading

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Still staying in the house


My greatest desire right now is to stay in the house for at least the next week. Of course I will not be able to do that but I can wish. One of my alters, I’m assuming the 8-year old … Continue reading

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