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Monthly Archives: January 2011
Doubts return. A defense mechanism? Or is it possible I lied to myself? *not sure how triggering*
Doubts have resurfaced. It seems to be an inevitable cycle. The question is why have the doubts come back now? I actually don’t understand why I would lie to myself about the degree of sexual abuse I “remember”. That’s what I’m doubting, … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, bipolar disorder, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, Family Relationships, Incest, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, bipolar, blog, co-consciousness, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, host, incest, integration, limbic system, masturbation, memory, mental illness, multiple personalities, oral rape, PTSD, rape, self harm, sexual abuse
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Alaskan mother hot saucing her adoptive child, not the video but the story is rough
I had to write something about this. I don’t even know what to say. I just read Faith’s blog about it and I saw the video (you should be very, very, careful about that video) I’m really glad Faith warned that … Continue reading
Collage *You don’t have to look*
Posted in abuse, Art Therapy, Child Molestation, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged alters, arousal and sexual abuse, art therapy, incest, masturbation, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse
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I’m so sick of myself. Random post of pity, feel free to ignore it.
No real reason to post. I just wanted to say that today and the last few days, I really hate myself. I don’t need people to say that I have no reason to hate myself or that my compulsive behavior is … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, bipolar disorder, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, Family Relationships, Incest, Intimacy, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged abuse, masturbation, masturbation as sexual self-injury, sexual abuse, sexual addiction
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