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Monthly Archives: February 2011
Painful emotions can be a gift. Huh, you say? read on…
I had therapy today and we covered several things and I want to share a little today and if anyone has thoughts feel free to share them. I was talking to my therapist about the “presence” of hate that seems … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, derealization, DID, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, bipolar, blog, co-consciousness, depersonalization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, host, incest, integration, journal, limbic system, memory, mental illness, mothers, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm, sexual abuse, therapy
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Dilemma, a BIG one. What do you do when you feel responsible for making sure your abuser doesn’t hurt anyone else?
So, I’ve been struggling with this thought ever since the whole sexual abuse thing became real for me. I always remembered one situation that happened between my cousin/”Uncle” and I but I had always minimized it my whole life, until … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sexual Abuse, Therapy
Tagged abuse, bipolar, blog, co-consciousness, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, host, incest, integration, limbic system, memory, mental illness, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm, sexual abuse
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Photos of my doll (don’t look if dolls freak you out)
I took photos of my doll and I’m trying to work with them to get out whatever the heck I’m feeling. This is the doll that I see as me as a kid, the doll that I hate and tried to strangle … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged abuse, blog, co-consciousness, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative identity disorder, dolls, host, incest, integration, masturbation, masturbation as sexual self-injury, memory, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm, sexual abuse
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Subject: how many abuse victims are exposed to other offenders throughout their life, offenders not related to their original abuser(s)?
This question has come up for me for reasons that I’m not prepared to go into now. My question is, what are the odds that someone who was a victim of childhood sexual abuse from a fairly regular source, (meaning … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged abuse, depersonalization, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative disorder, dissociative identity disorder, incest, limbic system, memory, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse
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