Monthly Archives: May 2011

Now I Can Fall To Pieces (the “go away” isn’t directed at anyone here, trust me…)


Now I Can Fall To Pieces by tai0316 on Polyvore.com

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Choosing Faces


Choosing Faces by tai0316 on Polyvore.com

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Confusion, shame and numbness


I’m sitting here writing this and I feel like I’m not completely alive at the moment. I realized yesterday that I had missed another piece of why I came apart later. A few days ago, I had been driving to … Continue reading

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Shaken up and triggered by something that shouldn’t have been so big


I had a group of friends over today to watch a movie. Everything was going fine. I get stressed out whenever people are over anyway, but it was a girl’s only thing and I never get to do that so … Continue reading

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Therapy, Plans and Changing Ingrained Beliefs aka; Hard Work!


I’m looking over this post. It took me two days to write it and it’s very off to me as I read it so, I’m saying ahead of time that I wrote this post without being really with it, so … Continue reading

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