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Monthly Archives: October 2011
Feeling inhuman and fake
The disconnect is getting worse perhaps. Today I have to be in a car with someone I really don’t like during a trip and I’m hoping that she doesn’t drive me crazy. The bigger problem is that I’m not myself … Continue reading
This disconnect feels like I’m missing a body part
I have no idea what to do with myself. I wrote in my last blog entry about feeling a disconnect between myself and my parts. It’s bad enough that I started to question whether I even have DID because I … Continue reading
Nature changes within days (Pictures from my side of the world)
This is my tree a few days ago and what it’s like today (the second one is obviously from inside because I’m so not going out today!):
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Waking up disturbed, trying to relax and feeling disconnected
I woke up this morning and was pretty disgusted with myself for indulging in compulsive behavior recently. I think for a while I kind of just gave up and thought that since I’m a slut I might as well enjoy … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Intimacy, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
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5 Minute Rant: Don’t need weight gain on top everything…stupid meds!
I don’t care what my doctor says, Saphris has made my weight go up and not in a small way. He says it must be water retention but I disagree, unless I’m retaining 8 lbs of water, which would still not be … Continue reading
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