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Monthly Archives: November 2011
Notes from therapy this week
During my session this week I expressed my frustration at not having more than the one memory. My therapist seemed confident that more memories would come over time and while I balked at that, I appreciate that she never tries … Continue reading
Posted in Child Molestation, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse
Tagged incest, sexual abuse
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Just read a very disturbing news story about false memory claims
So there’s a treatment facility in the U.S. that’s being sued for planting false memories in a woman, with several other women coming forward to join her. I almost didn’t post about this because I don’t want to cause confusion … Continue reading
Fumbling and then making a mess of things *intimacy*
We tried being intimate and it was horrible. I say horrible not because there was no pleasure but because I found it all so upsetting that I almost gave up and started crying. And you know that I don’t cry. … Continue reading
Posted in Child Abuse, Child Molestation, Incest, Sexual Abuse
Tagged incest, sexual abuse, sexual intimacy
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Along with feelings come other things not as savory
I’m not going to get into what I’ve done but I will say that I’ve made myself ill with disgust and disappointment. I shouldn’t be thinking of the things I’m thinking of and I shouldn’t be doing what I’m doing. … Continue reading
Posted in Sexual Abuse
Tagged arousal and sexual abuse, compulsive masturbation, incest, sexual abuse, sexual fantasies
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I don’t feel so good…
That’s pretty much all I can say. I was supposed to go out with my in-laws and something just changed when it got closer. I got really sad and then I started panicking about the whole thing. My husband was … Continue reading
