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Monthly Archives: March 2012
Having A “Blank Slate” When It Comes To Feelings
This week the day leading up to therapy was full of feelings. Anxiety and super-pissedoffedness (yes I made up another word). The anxiety was because I did not want to go to therapy this week. It wasn’t because of fear, … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Therapy
Tagged abuse, depersonalization, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative disorder, dissociative identity disorder, incest, mental illness, mothers, multiple personalities, PTSD, sexual abuse, therapist, therapy
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Little Revelations
I’ve been quiet for long periods of time between posting. It annoys me that I have nothing to write on several levels. On one level it means that nothing is progressing. On another level, I feel like I let my … Continue reading
Posted in Child Abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse
Tagged DID, dissociative identity disorder, incest, masturbation, memory, multiple personalities, PTSD, sexual abuse
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Unable to track down an image in my head
There’s a question floating in my head everyday now. There’s an image in my head with a detail I won’t speak about. I can sort of see it and I know that I’ve seen it before about a year ago … Continue reading
Posted in Child Abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse
Tagged DID, dissociative identity disorder, incest, intrusive images, memory, multiple personalities, PTSD, sexual abuse
11 Comments
How do you catch little flickers of awareness?
So, I’ve been gone for a while (besides my two brief non-blog related posts). I honestly had nothing to say and I’m still not sure that I do. I feel more of a responsibility to post something instead of continuing … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sexual Abuse
Tagged abuse, DID, dissociation, dissociative disorder, dissociative identity disorder, incest, memory, multiple personalities, PTSD, sexual abuse
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Holy crap I love my husband!
I’m sitting here sick, looking gross with crazy hair and my husband decides to give me my anniversary present early. And it was more than I had hoped for: A Samsung Galaxy tablet! I was completely speechless, which is a … Continue reading
Posted in dissociative identity disorder
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