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Monthly Archives: July 2012
An unwilling walk down memory lane
Today I heard from a woman who I haven’t spoken to in about 17 years. she called about the death of my (non-abusing) uncle. When I heard her voice in my inbox I felt anxiety and fear and grief. It’s … Continue reading
Posted in Child Molestation, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged death, grief, incest, memories of loss, PTSD, sexual abuse
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What is an eating disorder really?
My therapist and I discussed my recent trip and the subsequent fallout from my self-hatred and utter disgust with my appearance and weight. During the discussion she, for a second time since I’ve been in therapy, told me that I … Continue reading
Third Eye Can’t See (collage)
Third Eye Can’t See
A Death In My Twisted Family
My mother’s brother has died. This is not the uncle who abused me (as far as I know he never did anything to me) but this is the brother that she said raped her when she was younger. I say … Continue reading
Posted in Child Molestation, Family Relationships, Incest, Sexual Abuse
Tagged denial, incest, mothers, sexual abuse
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Protected: Self-hatred (my vacation) *you have to ask for the password*
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Posted in Eating Disorder
Tagged eating disorders, self-esteem, self-hatred


