Monthly Archives: July 2012

An unwilling walk down memory lane


Today I heard from a woman who I haven’t spoken to in about 17 years. she called about the death of my (non-abusing) uncle. When I heard her voice in my inbox I felt anxiety and fear and grief. It’s … Continue reading

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What is an eating disorder really?


My therapist and I discussed my recent trip and the subsequent fallout from my self-hatred and utter disgust with my appearance and weight. During the discussion she, for a second time since I’ve been in therapy, told me that I … Continue reading

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Third Eye Can’t See (collage)


Third Eye Can’t See 

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A Death In My Twisted Family


My mother’s brother has died. This is not the uncle who abused me (as far as I know he never did anything to me) but this is the brother that she said raped her when she was younger. I say … Continue reading

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Protected: Self-hatred (my vacation) *you have to ask for the password*


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