Author Archives: CimmarianInk

About CimmarianInk

Abuse Survivor Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder PTSD and Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) also known as Multiple Personalities

The Power of Ideas Versus the Power of Me


While continuing to read the book I’ve shared before I’ve been reading the chapter on memory. Much of it is a bringing together of research from many people over many decades and is presented as possibilities with some certainties in … Continue reading

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3 Year Blog Anniversary


I just realized that I’ve been blogging for 3 years this month! So, I want to sincerely thank every single person who has read the blog and stuck with me through all my confusion and ranting and speeches and mood … Continue reading

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I’ll Talk About It, But I’m Not Talking About It


This is more a quick post so that I put down in writing what may have triggered me a few weeks ago but I’m not going into too much detail for my own reasons. There was a teenager I was … Continue reading

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Frightening Familiarity


It’s scary how comfortable addictions can be. I restricted my calories for a just a few days and exercised briefly like I did when my eating disorder was in full force and it’s frightening how much it felt like getting … Continue reading

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Today is…not too good


My weight has risen to a point that I cannot accept. I’ve waited a couple of days but it hasn’t dropped and my anxiety is rising along with the numbers. I weighed myself this morning with so much hope that … Continue reading

Posted in DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 6 Comments