Category Archives: abuse

My Wishes For The Next Year (Not Fluffy or Pretty)

Posted on December 30, 2012 by

  I’m feeling rather morose and I’ve been thinking about what I want for myself next year. As the items came to my mind I realized that this is not a pretty list. It’s not nice, it’s actually quite…not nice. … Continue reading →

Posted in DID, dissociative identity disorder, Multiple Personalities, PTSD, Therapy, abuse, self-harm, Trauma, Sexual Abuse, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Child Molestation, Incest, Eating Disorder | Tagged , , , , , , , | 5 Comments

The Power of Words aka What You Say Vs. What I Hear

Posted on December 5, 2012 by

My therapist said something to me either this last week or a couple of weeks ago, I can’t remember but the words have been haunting and hounding me. They’ve doubled, then tripled in strength since they were first said. The interesting … Continue reading →

Posted in abuse, Eating Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , , | 6 Comments

I Don’t Have The Words

Posted on October 11, 2012 by

This is just ridiculous! I’m so freaking upset about things that I don’t know what to do. This week in therapy my therapist warned me that my dieting is dangerous. She proceeded to tell me a story that, unlike her … Continue reading →

Posted in DID, dissociative identity disorder, PTSD, Therapy, abuse, neglect, Trauma, Sexual Abuse, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Child Molestation, Incest, Child Abuse, Self-injury, Eating Disorder | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , | 14 Comments

A quick post update about nothing really

Posted on October 5, 2012 by

Just wanted to post that I am officially no longer overweight according to all the medical sites I accessed about weight and BMI. At this point I’ve lost the 100 lbs I gained because of all the psych meds. The … Continue reading →

Posted in Multiple Personalities, PTSD, abuse, self-harm, Trauma, Sexual Abuse, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Child Molestation, Incest, Self-injury, Eating Disorder | Tagged , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

Anniversaries and Bad Dreams

Posted on September 27, 2012 by

I am not an anniversary kind of person when it comes to trauma. At least that’s what I tell myself. I figure if I refuse to acknowledge the anniversary of something horrible, then I will not have a reaction to … Continue reading →

Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, Dreams, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , , | 6 Comments