Category Archives: Child Molestation

The Power of Ideas Versus the Power of Me


While continuing to read the book I’ve shared before I’ve been reading the chapter on memory. Much of it is a bringing together of research from many people over many decades and is presented as possibilities with some certainties in … Continue reading

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Frightening Familiarity


It’s scary how comfortable addictions can be. I restricted my calories for a just a few days and exercised briefly like I did when my eating disorder was in full force and it’s frightening how much it felt like getting … Continue reading

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Addictions Continue To Whisper


I’m just realizing how much addiction stays with you. I’m recovering from an eating disorder but it’s not gone the way I thought it was. Yes the all-consuming compulsion is gone but there are whispers now that haunt me when … Continue reading

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Sharing Thoughts From a Book I Found: Part One


In this society Child Sexual Abuse is not something people want to talk about so it can be very difficult to find reading material discussing it that is trustworthy and balanced. There are of course books written by survivors but … Continue reading

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Brief Post To Update


Just to update: I ended up paying my therapist over $400 for January’s visits. Since she thinks she has to use the new codes I will be telling her that I will be changing my appointments to twice a month, … Continue reading

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