Category Archives: dissociation

Head For The Hills!!!

Posted on June 8, 2013 by

I think that this is what my head has done. To start my last therapy session I told my therapist that I felt a need to have a “serious” discussion but I didn’t know how to start it or what … Continue reading →

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Frightening Familiarity

Posted on April 27, 2013 by

It’s scary how comfortable addictions can be. I restricted my calories for a just a few days and exercised briefly like I did when my eating disorder was in full force and it’s frightening how much it felt like getting … Continue reading →

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Today is…not too good

Posted on April 24, 2013 by

My weight has risen to a point that I cannot accept. I’ve waited a couple of days but it hasn’t dropped and my anxiety is rising along with the numbers. I weighed myself this morning with so much hope that … Continue reading →

Posted in DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 6 Comments

Cinderella Had It Right?

Posted on April 23, 2013 by

    Recently I have been thinking about the impact my stepfather had on my upbringing and home life. He wasn’t abusive to me in a physical or sexual way but it wasn’t until a few weeks ago that I … Continue reading →

Posted in Child Abuse, DID, dissociation, Family Relationships, Trauma | 5 Comments

Addictions Continue To Whisper

Posted on April 21, 2013 by

I’m just realizing how much addiction stays with you. I’m recovering from an eating disorder but it’s not gone the way I thought it was. Yes the all-consuming compulsion is gone but there are whispers now that haunt me when … Continue reading →

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