Category Archives: Meds

Side Effects: Let’s Talk About Tardive Dyskensia


As I mentioned in my previous post, I’ve been experiencing some muscle spasms or what I think of as more like jerking because I would look ridiculous if anyone saw me. I spoke to my psychiatrist about it and he … Continue reading

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Frustration, agitation and more “tions”


Out of many things that have happened, I will write about one. I had my second appointment with the rheumatologist and things went south and then sideways. He’s not sure I have Sjogren’s but my blood work came back with “interesting” results. He … Continue reading

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I was surprised that my therapist actually responded to my email “check-in”


I did what I was supposed to and I checked in with my therapist while she is out out-of-town. I wasn’t surprised that she acknowledged receiving it, what surprised me was that the next day she had actually thought about something I … Continue reading

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New medication, woohoo! Not.


My psychiatrist decided to try taking me off of Seroquel which is terrifying, because I have been on it for so many years. I take it for sleep and also to prevent hallucinations. It works great but apparently it’s not … Continue reading

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“Weighty” Issues (pun intended)


This weight thing is killing me. I mentioned some time ago that because of the psych meds I was prescribed when I was first diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2001, I had gone from a thin person to someone who … Continue reading

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