Category Archives: Multiple Personalities

What Does Discovery Feel Like?


I already wrote about the rather large realization I had about knowing my uncle before the “day” that I remember. A few mornings ago I had another one. It seems like these things come after I wake up. This time … Continue reading

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I’m Tired


As of today, I’ve already reached and surpassed the last weight loss goal I set. I’ve done this before. Reached a goal and then pushed the number back and set another goal. Already I’m thinking of pushing the number back … Continue reading

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Reconnect The Disconnect


Yes again with the eating but I’ll try to be less whiny and more to the point… *Warning: I will mention calorie numbers in this post because I’m making a point about disordered thinking. If that will bother you or … Continue reading

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My Wishes For The Next Year (Not Fluffy or Pretty)


  I’m feeling rather morose and I’ve been thinking about what I want for myself next year. As the items came to my mind I realized that this is not a pretty list. It’s not nice, it’s actually quite…not nice. … Continue reading

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A quick post update about nothing really


Just wanted to post that I am officially no longer overweight according to all the medical sites I accessed about weight and BMI. At this point I’ve lost the 100 lbs I gained because of all the psych meds. The … Continue reading

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