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Category Archives: neglect
Sometimes crap comes together all in one week. Part 1
Too much to write about and I’m probably too tired to do it but here it is anyway. First let’s start with my mother. That glowing example of people who should not procreate. As most of you know, I cut … Continue reading
Posted in Child Abuse, Family Relationships, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Toxic Parents, Trauma
Tagged abuse, PTSD, toxic parents
11 Comments
I Don’t Have The Words
This is just ridiculous! I’m so freaking upset about things that I don’t know what to do. This week in therapy my therapist warned me that my dieting is dangerous. She proceeded to tell me a story that, unlike her … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged abuse, DID, dissociative identity disorder, eating disorders, fear, inability to express emotions, incest, multiple personalities, PTSD, self harm, sexual abuse, therapy
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Waking up disturbed, trying to relax and feeling disconnected
I woke up this morning and was pretty disgusted with myself for indulging in compulsive behavior recently. I think for a while I kind of just gave up and thought that since I’m a slut I might as well enjoy … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Intimacy, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, blog, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative identity disorder, host, incest, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse
4 Comments
Huh. Just had a sudden insight into my parental programming
Actually it occurred to me last night but I wasn’t going to get up and write about it then. I was laying in bed and thoughts of my mother popped into my head. Oh joy! I realized that I’ve been … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD
Tagged core beliefs, mothers
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Ridiculous sadness
Oh my God, this is getting old! My stomach has been clenched all day because my body is holding so much sadness. I’ve stayed teary-eyed and I can’t cry. My throat hurts because the tears are there but they can’t come … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, bipolar disorder, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depression, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged abuse, depression, dissociative identity disorder, incest, PTSD, sexual abuse
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