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Category Archives: Seroquel
New medication, woohoo! Not.
My psychiatrist decided to try taking me off of Seroquel which is terrifying, because I have been on it for so many years. I take it for sleep and also to prevent hallucinations. It works great but apparently it’s not … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, bipolar disorder, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Mania, Meds, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatric Drugs, Psychiatric medication, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Seroquel, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, antipsychotic, bipolar, blog, co-consciousness, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, host, incest, integration, journal, medication, meds, memory, mental illness, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm, Seroquel, sexual abuse
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I am pretty pissed off, change that to REALLY pissed off!
Mostly random ranting because I can’t kick this weight gain. This is a HUGE deal for me because before I was diagnosed bipolar, I was around maybe 175 or so ( I was way too skinny then actually) and after the … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, bipolar disorder, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, Family Relationships, Incest, Mania, Medication, Meds, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatric Drugs, Psychiatric medication, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, risperidone, self-harm, Seroquel, Sexual Abuse, Trauma, Uncategorized
Tagged abuse, antipsychotic, bipolar, blog, co-consciousness, Depakote, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, host, incest, integration, journal, Keppra, limbic system, medication, meds, memory, mental illness, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm, Seroquel, sexual abuse, weight gain, Zyprexa
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Nights have been bad
The last few nights, even before my therapy session, have been really bad. I’ve had racing thoughts torment me from bipolar disorder before but now the thoughts that are racing are all about what I saw and felt during this … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, bipolar disorder, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, Dreams, Family Relationships, Incest, Mania, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatric Drugs, Psychiatric medication, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Seroquel, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma, Uncategorized
Tagged abuse, alters, anxiety, bipolar, blog, co-consciousness, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, host, incest, integration, journal, limbic system, masturbation, masturbation as sexual self-injury, medication, memory, mental illness, multiple personalities, oral rape, panic, PTSD, rape, rapid thoughts, self harm, Seroquel, sexual abuse, sleep, therapy, uncles
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Fast post, will write more tomorrow
Had therapy and the subject of me having a sexual addiction came up (because of the compulsive behavior). Wow. Also brief talk of masturbation as a form of self-punishment, a revelation that came from me. more on that later. And there … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, bipolar disorder, Child Molestation, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, Dreams, Family Relationships, Incest, Mania, Medication, Meds, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatric Drugs, Psychiatric medication, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Seroquel, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Social Security Disability, Therapy, Trauma, Uncategorized
Tagged abuse, age, antipsychotic, bipolar, blog, childhood sexual abuse, co-consciousness, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, host, incest, integration, journal, limbic system, masturbation, masturbation as sexual self-injury, medication, meds, memory, mental illness, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm, sexual abuse, sexual addiction, therapy
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2010 in review (I’m surprised anybody came at all to be honest)
The stats helper monkeys at WordPress.com mulled over how this blog did in 2010, and here’s a high level summary of its overall blog health: The Blog-Health-o-Meter™ reads Wow. Crunchy numbers A Boeing 747-400 passenger jet can hold 416 passengers. … Continue reading
Posted in Abilify, abuse, Alters, Art Therapy, bipolar disorder, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, Dreams, Family Relationships, fibromyalgia, headaches, Incest, Mania, Medication, Meds, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatric Drugs, Psychiatric medication, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, risperidone, self-harm, Seroquel, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Social Security Disability, The Courage To Heal, Therapy, Toxic Parents, Trauma, Uncategorized
Tagged abuse, age, alter intergration, alters, antipsychotic, bipolar, blog, chronic pain, co-consciousness, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, fibromyalgia, headaches, host, incest, integration, journal, Keppra, Lamictal, limbic system, medication, meds, memory, mental illness, mothers, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm, Seroquel, sexual abuse, social security disability, therapist, therapy
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