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Category Archives: Sex
Waking up disturbed, trying to relax and feeling disconnected
I woke up this morning and was pretty disgusted with myself for indulging in compulsive behavior recently. I think for a while I kind of just gave up and thought that since I’m a slut I might as well enjoy … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Intimacy, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, blog, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative identity disorder, host, incest, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse
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Part 2, continued from last post
After writing my last post a few minutes ago I was reminded of my last session with my therapist. I had considered writing about it but I wasn’t sure. Now though, I feel it necessary because when I see her … Continue reading
Posted in Child Molestation, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Intimacy, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged arousal and sexual abuse, DID, dissociative identity disorder, incest, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse, sexual fantasies
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Post number two from this week: Unpleasant sexual feelings *This is part of my therapy homework so be aware of the subject matter ok?*
Originally I was going to start this post off by talking about an internal debate I had about performing a specific sexual act. Yep, I’m jumping right to it aren’t I? Well, since then something happened last night that just … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Intimacy, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, DID, dissociative identity disorder, incest, memory, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse, sexual intimacy, therapy
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I’m Sorry
I’m Sorry by tai0316 on Polyvore.com
Therapy today: discussing the why’s of compulsive behavior and other stuff * no details about self-harm just discussion*
I had therapy today and I told my therapist about my massive compulsive sexual behavior the last few days which she later compared to binge eating. Fitting actually. I told her that I’m back to believing that I made up all … Continue reading
Posted in Mental Health, bipolar disorder, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Psychiatric medication, Alters, derealization, depersonalization, dissociative fugue, dissociation, Trauma, Psychiatry, depression, Multiple Personalities, PTSD, Therapy, abuse, self-harm, Family Relationships, neglect, Sexual Abuse, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Child Molestation, Incest, Sex, Rape, Intimacy, Child Abuse
Tagged blog, journal, bipolar, dissociative, DID, dissociative identity disorder, PTSD, dissociative disorder, dissociation, depersonalization, derealization, dissociative fugue, mental illness, limbic system, alters, host, therapy, self harm, integration, co-consciousness, diagnosis, memory, abuse, sexual abuse, incest, rape, masturbation as sexual self-injury, compulsive masturbation
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