Tag Archives: abuse

Frightening Familiarity


It’s scary how comfortable addictions can be. I restricted my calories for a just a few days and exercised briefly like I did when my eating disorder was in full force and it’s frightening how much it felt like getting … Continue reading

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The Power of Words aka What You Say Vs. What I Hear


My therapist said something to me either this last week or a couple of weeks ago, I can’t remember but the words have been haunting and hounding me. They’ve doubled, then tripled in strength since they were first said. The interesting … Continue reading

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Picking Apart Anger To Get To The Why


This week during therapy I told my therapist that I have been experiencing a lot of anger; sometimes quite vicious. I had no explanation for it especially considering what triggered the anger. During the last week to week and a … Continue reading

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Sometimes crap comes together all in one week. Part 1


Too much to write about and I’m probably too tired to do it but here it is anyway. First let’s start with my mother. That glowing example of people who should not procreate. As most of you know, I cut … Continue reading

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I Don’t Have The Words


This is just ridiculous! I’m so freaking upset about things that I don’t know what to do. This week in therapy my therapist warned me that my dieting is dangerous. She proceeded to tell me a story that, unlike her … Continue reading

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