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Crap Week Part 2
Continued from last post… The week got worst. You need to know that I thought I was at a point in my life where my mother’s antics could no longer wound me. But I was wrong. She doesn’t have the … Continue reading
Posted in Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged alters, DID, dissociation, dissociative disorder, dissociative identity disorder, incest, memory, PTSD, sexual abuse, therapy, triggers
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Shame spiral won’t leave
I apparently did something stupid yesterday. I won’t get into what led up to my actions because I’m sure it’s TMI but now I’m dealing with uncomfortable consequences like feeling dirty and generally grossed out and wrong. I initiated intimacy … Continue reading
Too many things to write about…
I don’t know what topic I should start with so I’ll just pull one out and go with that. I guess that means talking about Barbie. Why in the world would I want to do that, you ask? It has … Continue reading
Therapy session, intimidating path continued Part 2
(Continued from previous post) I told her that after the dreams, my feelings started flowing more normally again and I started seeing images of my uncle and having random thoughts that inspired fear and sadness. I told her that my … Continue reading
Posted in Alters, Child Molestation, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Dreams, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged alters, DID, dissociative disorder, dissociative identity disorder, incest, multiple personalities, PTSD, sexual abuse, therapy
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Questioning every feeling
I’ve noticed that since I had those three dreams about the crying children, there has been more trickling in of emotions or thoughts than before. Kind of like the disconnect is lessening a bit at a time. But, this has … Continue reading


