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Crap Week Part 2


Continued from last post… The week got worst. You need to know that I thought I was at a point in my life where my mother’s antics could no longer wound me. But I was wrong. She doesn’t have the … Continue reading

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Shame spiral won’t leave


I apparently did something stupid yesterday. I won’t get into what led up to my actions because I’m sure it’s TMI but now I’m dealing with uncomfortable consequences like feeling dirty and generally grossed out and wrong. I initiated intimacy … Continue reading

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Too many things to write about…


I don’t know what topic I should start with so I’ll just pull one out and go with that. I guess that means talking about Barbie. Why in the world would I want to do that, you ask? It has … Continue reading

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Therapy session, intimidating path continued Part 2


(Continued from previous post) I told her that after the dreams, my feelings started flowing more normally again and I started seeing images of my uncle and having random thoughts that inspired fear and sadness. I told her that my … Continue reading

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Questioning every feeling


I’ve noticed that since I had those three dreams about the crying children, there has been more trickling in of emotions or thoughts than before. Kind of like the disconnect is lessening a bit at a time. But, this has … Continue reading

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