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Waking up disturbed, trying to relax and feeling disconnected
I woke up this morning and was pretty disgusted with myself for indulging in compulsive behavior recently. I think for a while I kind of just gave up and thought that since I’m a slut I might as well enjoy … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Intimacy, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sex, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, blog, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative identity disorder, host, incest, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse
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Recent session and no changes
My therapist wanted to talk about the collages I sent her; the ones with the guns in them. It was actually very interesting because after having known me for 10 years, it didn’t come out until yesterday that I always … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depression, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse, suicidal ideation, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, blog, DID, dissociative disorder, dissociative identity disorder, incest, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse, therapist, therapy
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Here comes my friend Pain
The last couple of replies I wrote to comments probably sound stupid but I’m kind of in a weird head space right now. I had therapy today and I brought up the subject of my uncle and asked if I was … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depression, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sexual Abuse, Therapy
Tagged abuse, blog, DID, dissociative identity disorder, incest, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse, therapy
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Scared of therapy tomorrow
With all of this stuff about my mother, I’m scared of what will come up in therapy tomorrow. As most of you know, my therapist has been out-of-town for a very long time so this will be my first session … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, Incest, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged abuse, blog, dissociative identity disorder, incest, multiple personalities, rape, sexual abuse
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When you lose something you never thought you could
For my entire life I had one bright spot that I could think about and remember: my grandmother and the safety I had when with her. She was the one person who always believed in me and loved me unconditionally. … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged abuse, blog, incest, memory, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse
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