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Tag Archives: dissociative fugue
Why am I surprised to feel a feeling?
Maybe it’s because I’ve been so disconnected lately, I don’t know, but it took me by surprise today to realize that I feel depressed, at least I feel depressed today. I haven’t felt a lot recently so I can’t speak for the other … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, bipolar disorder, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, fibromyalgia, Incest, Mania, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatric Drugs, Psychiatric medication, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, antipsychotic, bipolar, chronic pain, co-consciousness, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, fibromyalgia, host, incest, integration, journal, masturbation, medication, meds, memory, mental illness, mothers, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm, sexual abuse, therapy
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A little change up
Update: apparently I need to fiddle with it since some stuff isn’t showing up. Oh well, it’ll give me something to focus on. Thought I’d change my blog header to something I made myself and goof with the background color. … Continue reading
Posted in Alters, bipolar disorder, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatry, PTSD
Tagged abuse, alters, bipolar, blog, chronic pain, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, host, integration, journal, losing time, memory, mental illness, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm
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Messages Repeating
Those words, “I want to die.” or “I wish I was dead.” are repeating more now. We had our little group get-together yesterday and I felt like many people have: alone in a room full of people. Actually the room … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, bipolar disorder, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, Family Relationships, fibromyalgia, Incest, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatric medication, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma, Uncategorized
Tagged abuse, alters, antipsychotic, bipolar, blog, chronic pain, co-consciousness, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, fibromyalgia, headaches, host, incest, integration, journal, memory, mental illness, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm, sexual abuse
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I was surprised that my therapist actually responded to my email “check-in”
I did what I was supposed to and I checked in with my therapist while she is out out-of-town. I wasn’t surprised that she acknowledged receiving it, what surprised me was that the next day she had actually thought about something I … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, bipolar disorder, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Dreams, fibromyalgia, headaches, Incest, Intimacy, Mania, Meds, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatric Drugs, Psychiatric medication, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, antipsychotic, blog, chronic pain, co-consciousness, death, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, fibromyalgia, headaches, incest, journal, limbic system, masturbation, medication, meds, memory, mental illness, mothers, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm, sexual abuse, suicidal ideation, therapist
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Confusion, shame and numbness
I’m sitting here writing this and I feel like I’m not completely alive at the moment. I realized yesterday that I had missed another piece of why I came apart later. A few days ago, I had been driving to … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, bipolar disorder, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Dreams, Incest, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, antipsychotic, bipolar, blog, co-consciousness, depersonalization, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, host, incest, journal, masturbation, memory, mental illness, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm, sexual abuse, therapy
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