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Sharing Thoughts From a Book I Found: Part One
In this society Child Sexual Abuse is not something people want to talk about so it can be very difficult to find reading material discussing it that is trustworthy and balanced. There are of course books written by survivors but … Continue reading
My Mental Courthouse and The Current Ruling
I wanted to write about this today before I lose the grasp on what I’m feeling. I went in to therapy this week feeling highly frustrated and disgusted with myself and confused. I felt unable to explain or understand my … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse, Trauma
Tagged abuse, DID, dissociative identity disorder, incest, masturbation, memory, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse, therapist, therapy
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Little Revelations
I’ve been quiet for long periods of time between posting. It annoys me that I have nothing to write on several levels. On one level it means that nothing is progressing. On another level, I feel like I let my … Continue reading
Posted in Child Abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse
Tagged DID, dissociative identity disorder, incest, masturbation, memory, multiple personalities, PTSD, sexual abuse
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My friend self-loathing wants me to stay home
I don’t know what I was thinking. I decided that I needed to check out some books about abuse from the library, including one that has interviews with about 30 offenders so as to explain why they abused kids. I’m … Continue reading
Posted in Child Molestation, Incest, Sexual Abuse
Tagged incest, masturbation, sexual abuse
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Why am I surprised to feel a feeling?
Maybe it’s because I’ve been so disconnected lately, I don’t know, but it took me by surprise today to realize that I feel depressed, at least I feel depressed today. I haven’t felt a lot recently so I can’t speak for the other … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, bipolar disorder, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, fibromyalgia, Incest, Mania, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatric Drugs, Psychiatric medication, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged journal, bipolar, dissociative, dissociative identity disorder, PTSD, medication, meds, fibromyalgia, dissociative disorder, dissociation, depersonalization, derealization, dissociative fugue, mental illness, alters, host, therapy, antipsychotic, self harm, chronic pain, integration, co-consciousness, diagnosis, multiple personalities, memory, abuse, mothers, sexual abuse, masturbation, incest, rape
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