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Tag Archives: multiple personalities
Reconnect The Disconnect
Yes again with the eating but I’ll try to be less whiny and more to the point… *Warning: I will mention calorie numbers in this post because I’m making a point about disordered thinking. If that will bother you or … Continue reading
Posted in Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Sexual Abuse, suicidal ideation, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, eating disorders, emotional numbing, flashbacks, multiple personalities, PTSD, sexual abuse, therapy
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My Wishes For The Next Year (Not Fluffy or Pretty)
I’m feeling rather morose and I’ve been thinking about what I want for myself next year. As the items came to my mind I realized that this is not a pretty list. It’s not nice, it’s actually quite…not nice. … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged DID, dissociative identity disorder, eating disorders, incest, multiple personalities, PTSD, self harm, sexual abuse
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I Don’t Have The Words
This is just ridiculous! I’m so freaking upset about things that I don’t know what to do. This week in therapy my therapist warned me that my dieting is dangerous. She proceeded to tell me a story that, unlike her … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged abuse, DID, dissociative identity disorder, eating disorders, fear, inability to express emotions, incest, multiple personalities, PTSD, self harm, sexual abuse, therapy
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Has this all been a distraction?
*I’m updating this post with a few words because this also serves to help me remember and I forgot something* *Subject is food and whatever else comes up* I am just beginning to realize that something may be wrong with … Continue reading
Posted in depersonalization, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, eating disorders, incest, multiple personalities, PTSD, self harm, sexual abuse
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Shame spiral won’t leave
I apparently did something stupid yesterday. I won’t get into what led up to my actions because I’m sure it’s TMI but now I’m dealing with uncomfortable consequences like feeling dirty and generally grossed out and wrong. I initiated intimacy … Continue reading
