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Tag Archives: suicidal ideation
Out Of Options
My therapist told me today that considering my blood tests and blood pressure dropping that I am a few weeks away from having to go into to treatment a few hours away from where I live. She said that soon … Continue reading
Posted in Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, suicidal ideation, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, eating disorders, incest, PTSD, self harm, sexual abuse, suicidal ideation, therapy
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Feeling bitter and angry
I’ve noticed the last few days that if I hear other people talking, I feel very bitter. It’s certain people; people who are saying nice, cheery things. It’s driving me crazy and I just want to tell them to go … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depression, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, suicidal ideation, Trauma
Tagged abuse, DID, dissociative identity disorder, incest, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, sexual abuse, suicidal ideation
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Gone Is Good
Gone Is Good
I was surprised that my therapist actually responded to my email “check-in”
I did what I was supposed to and I checked in with my therapist while she is out out-of-town. I wasn’t surprised that she acknowledged receiving it, what surprised me was that the next day she had actually thought about something I … Continue reading
Posted in abuse, Alters, bipolar disorder, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Dreams, fibromyalgia, headaches, Incest, Intimacy, Mania, Meds, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatric Drugs, Psychiatric medication, Psychiatry, PTSD, Rape, self-harm, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, antipsychotic, blog, chronic pain, co-consciousness, death, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative fugue, dissociative identity disorder, fibromyalgia, headaches, incest, journal, limbic system, masturbation, medication, meds, memory, mental illness, mothers, multiple personalities, PTSD, rape, self harm, sexual abuse, suicidal ideation, therapist
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Down to two choices
I saw my doctor today and we had a nice, long talk. We eventually came to the realization that there are two choices for me: we can try another drug that is supposed to act quickly to take these thoughts down a … Continue reading
Posted in Abilify, abuse, Alters, bipolar disorder, Child Molestation, depersonalization, depression, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Mania, Medication, Meds, Mental Health, Multiple Personalities, neglect, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatric Drugs, Psychiatric medication, Psychiatry, PTSD, self-harm, Seroquel, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma
Tagged abuse, alters, antipsychotic, bipolar, blog, co-consciousness, depersonalization, derealization, diagnosis, DID, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative disorder, dissociative identity disorder, host, integration, limbic system, medication, meds, memory, multiple personalities, PTSD, self harm, sexual abuse, social security disability, suicidal, suicidal ideation, suicide
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