Monthly Archives: July 2010

I changed my mind about my doubts… (possible triggers be very careful please)


Telling a child that they’re being too sensitive seems like a convenient way to trick them into thinking that the abusers behavior is normal. It’s actually quite sneaky. You tell a child that it’s their perception of the world that’s … Continue reading

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What the hell is wrong with people!?


As many of you who read this blog know, I have a “best friend” who I have always been there for, in a multitude of circumstances big and small. She could call me at three in the morning if she … Continue reading

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New doubt about myself…


Now I’m doubting myself again. I’m wondering if my mother was right, she always said I was overly sensitive. Was she right? Did she actually do nothing wrong and it’s just me? What are normal families like? I have no … Continue reading

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Therapy yesterday and dealing with “mother”


So I had therapy yesterday and we talked about my mother wanting to see me. I was happy when my therapist had the same reaction as me and all of you who commented, when she heard the wording of the … Continue reading

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Last post continued view with caution if you’ve been affected by the death of a close family member…


Alright. I’m going to keep this brief and to the point at the moment because I don’t want to start something with myself right now. It needs to be out there because it’s a huge deal and if you’re going … Continue reading

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Did I ever describe what made me go back to therapy?


I was looking over my old posts and I can’t find anything about the things that happened that made me approach my psychiatrist and why he sent me back to therapy. How weird, you’d think that would’ve been first. Alright … Continue reading

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My dates are mixed up therapy is tomorrow not today so I have another 24 hours to freak


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