I will post more about therapy later I just wanted to post a quick thought. My meds are kicking in so hopefully this will make sense.
What does it mean when the only fantasies that “turn you on” are about force, incest and being taken from behind? Does that make you a pervert or is it a signal that you’ve been exposed to those images or situations somehow?
Therapy was too quick today I didn’t get to talk as much as I needed to and now there’s another week to wait. I’ll post more about it tomorrow. Hope others are finding some peace, even if it’s little bits.