Feeling guilt and shame

Don’t know why I’m posting a post saying I feel guilty. I’m doing things I ashamed of and making sure it hurts. I feel like I’m not me anymore, I’m just this used puppet, sloppy seconds.



About CimmarianInk

Abuse Survivor Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder PTSD and Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) also known as Multiple Personalities
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2 Responses to Feeling guilt and shame

  1. I'm DID & so am I says:

    I hear ya. It suck because it’s an addiction.


    • tai0316 says:

      Yea, I don’t need to feel anymore powerless than I already do. I had gotten better with other self harmful behavior so I have to believe that I can do it with this too, I just need help from my therapist and whatever resources I have.
      And you jo, you don’t deserve to be hurt, you never did, ever.

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