Sexual abuse is ‘nice’? Better add some pain… (via Dawn Awakening)


This resonated so much with me. I feel this way too and it was put beautifully by Dawn. It was like she was reading my mind and I wanted to re-blog it for others.

Last night I laid awake for 2+ hours (until approximately midnight) pulling out pubic hairs from around my vagina. Minor pain came with each pull … and somehow a little relief. It was like “it should have hurt (back when F was abusing me)” and I was making pain like “this is how it should have been, rather than being nice”. But it wasn’t ‘nice’. It was traumatic. It was horrifying. It was terrible. I was betrayed in a most heinous way. There wa … Read More

via Dawn Awakening

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About CimmarianInk

Abuse Survivor Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder PTSD and Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) also known as Multiple Personalities
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