Monthly Archives: December 2010

A collage you can choose to look at if you want to


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Realizations about myself as a person


I was sitting on the floor of my bathroom yesterday in the dark. I was thinking and wondering why people who were supposed to love me, hurt me instead. My mother, the Uncle, my father…all these people. My father never abused … Continue reading

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Collage


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Is this my life now? A whiny post.


So I was sitting here today feeling both bipolar depression and numbness from the abuse issues (uncomfortable) and I thought: Is this my life now, feeling this way? Dealing with being bipolar, having DID and both the physical and sexual abuse … Continue reading

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A picture from childhood looked at a different way…


I had therapy yesterday and we were talking about everything that’s happened in a week’s time. I accepted that I was raped by my cousin/uncle. I told my husband what happened to me too, which went very well. My compulsive sexual … Continue reading

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Waiting To Feel


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It was years ago, it was yesterday…


I wanted to put a quote that I read in a book featuring a character who had been raped as a child. This character has repressed memories in the books and when she finally remembers she talks to a therapist. She … Continue reading

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