Faith Allen over at Blooming Lotus did a blog post about something called “frottage” and it described something I did as a kid but I didn’t remember it until I read her post. It was a “Wow” moment for me and I want to put the link here: http://faithallen.wordpress.com/2011/02/07/compulsive-sexual-grindingfrottage-as-aftereffect-of-child-abuse/
Just for clarification this frottage isn’t the kind when people rub up against unwilling people for sexual gratification. When I was a kid I did this with doorknobs and the arms of furniture like couches and chairs. I had blocked that out until this post. Maybe it will help someone. I did a collage on it at Polyvore I was so hit by it.