Slightly freaked


I actually have a few posts that I need to write but I had to start somewhere. I was on my home today after having a pretty decent day. I don’t know why I even happened to glance in a particular direction but, as I was driving there was this billboard and it was advertising something that is sold in my area of the country, a brand, and it was the same name as the nickname my uncle called me back then. Ugh, I am creeped out right now. I feel really weird and I’m not sure how to handle it. The name is unusual so to see it on a huge billboard was…unsettling. When I saw it while driving I started dissociating but I kept trying to pull myself back so I could get home safely. I’m all creeped out.

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About CimmarianInk

Abuse Survivor Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder PTSD and Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) also known as Multiple Personalities
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3 Responses to Slightly freaked

  1. Pandora says:

    Urgh, that’s horrible tai, I’m not surprised you’re freaked out, I would be too 😦 Please be kind to yourself and take care x

  2. castorgirl says:

    What a horrible shock… you did well to keep yourself together! I hope you were able to soothe the parts who were scared and triggered. Also make a mental note of where the billboard is so that you can avoid it, or be prepared for it.

    Take care,
    CG

    • tai0316 says:

      Hey CG,
      You know once again I failed to deal with the DID/parts issue. I was creeped out but I didn’t remember to have any internal communication or anything. Unfortunately, the billboard is in a bad place and it’s like I see it no matter what. I’ve seen it for about three days in a row and I don’t like it. I start to feel weird and then I saw that the brand is being sold in the store in one section and it threw me again because I wasn’t expecting it. I think the company is actually doing a campaign so now it’s just everywhere. The name is so unusual that I won’t post it because I think if someone saw it they might know who I am. Not cool.

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