Ok just saying once again that I’m behind on blogging stuff, that means writing and reading and commenting. I made a commitment to volunteer at the beginning of this month and I’ve realized that my brain laughs at me when I try to do more than walk in a straight line lol. So, after this weekend I think things will be more calm. It’s something I wanted to do but it’s still stressful. I’ve spent most of this time outrunning my own mental health and trying to get everything I agreed to do done before my mind and body catch up with me. It’s been like that everyday. I go out and work with people I know and some who I am friends with and then things start to get bad in my head as the day goes on. I make myself keep it up and then I get home and fall apart a bit. Some days I fall apart more than others. So, anyway this post is another apology stating that I won’t be such a bad person after this weekend.
Oh, I should update this post and state that I only consider it “bad” when I do something like this, not when anyone else is quiet for a while. As you all know I live in an alternate universe where different rules apply to me. 🙂