It seems like I always end up making apologies to everyone who reads this blog. I’ve been absent and I’m sorry. I haven’t been as supportive of other blogs as I should and I know that. I’m sorry. People have been going through rough times and I haven’t been there for them the way that they deserve and I’m really sorry.
I’m kind of feeling like I’m on hold right now. My life is paused, and I think it’s because I’m waiting for some things to happen. I’m waiting for my therapist to come back on the 30th so I can have two make-up sessions. I’m waiting to see my rheumatologist to figure out this auto-immune stuff. I’m waiting to be done with things that are weighing on my shoulders. So, while I’m waiting, I’m being a terrible friend and supporter to those to whom I should be. I am so very, very sorry.
I hope the apology is enough for now. I am going to try and go through the blog entries you guys have made and catch up, so I’m late but I’m going to try. It’s not that I think that I’m so important that my comments would be missed, it’s that I feel like I need to support everyone here and everyone who has been there for me. You deserve that and I’m not being respectful to your pain when I don’t try harder.