Monthly Archives: August 2011

Why am I still writing?


I have no idea why I’m still sitting at my computer. It’s like I have no place to go, so I just sit here. I’m practically afraid to move. Why is that? Why hasn’t my medication knocked me out yet? … Continue reading

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Gone Is Good


Gone Is Good  

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Here comes my friend Pain


The last couple of replies I wrote to comments probably sound stupid but I’m kind of in a weird head space right now. I had therapy today and I brought up the subject of my uncle and asked if I was … Continue reading

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Left field comment about the movie “Tangled”


Ok, so I was apparently the last person in the world to see the movie “Tangled”, the retelling of Rapunzel. Well, I finally saw it a few weeks ago and I was going to write about it but I changed … Continue reading

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Hurt


Hurt  

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made a slight change


Just a heads up that my user name will look a tiny bit different than before (mostly the same). I just wanted people to know when they see it that it’s still me.

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Avoid, rinse, repeat and confusion


Out of curiosity, has anyone ever avoided without really realizing that they were avoiding something unpleasant? (I’m talking about sexual abuse now and not the issues with my mother and physical abuse.) It’s more like, it’s occurred to me that I was possibly … Continue reading

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