I have no idea what to do with myself.
I wrote in my last blog entry about feeling a disconnect between myself and my parts. It’s bad enough that I started to question whether I even have DID because I feel like I’m missing something. It’s more than things being just quiet. It’s like part of my brain is gone and there’s no connection. It’s only assurances in my own memories of switching, co-consciousness and time loss that reminded me that what I experienced with DID is true. There’s something off and it’s freaking me out. I don’t know how to help myself or even identify what’s wrong. It’s very disconcerting and I have no idea where to look for information on what to do. I can’t even say what’s wrong because I just feel off somehow.