Monthly Archives: December 2011

Too many confusing feelings concerning intimacy


I had a very confusing night that has carried over into today. My husband “approached” me in the middle of the night. Don’t you love how I used that word to make it less TMI? Well, several things happened and … Continue reading

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I don’t like the way I see the world


I’m in contact with a few members from my father’s side of the family. There was no abuse there as my uncle is on my mother’s side. It seems like all the disgusting is on that side of the family. … Continue reading

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name change


I was reading something and a word popped out at me as being both meaningful and interesting, so I’ve decided to change my name to incorporate it. CimmerianInk is the new name and you can either call me CI or … Continue reading

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Since the new Dragon Tattoo movie is coming out RAINN tweeted this link


http://rainn.org/get-information/sexual-assault-recovery/challenges-for-survivors-movies-and-tv   It’s about watching t.v. shows or movies that feature sexual abuse or assault.

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Reviewing past posts with no memory of them…


I hope this post makes sense because I’m sick at the moment. I was thinking about my frustration at being stymied in regards to memory. I then decided to go over some past posts because on a very basic level, … Continue reading

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The Frustration of Nothing (collage)


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Is there any value in the media giving out details of sexual abuse?


I was catching up on the testimony in the Sandusky case and I read what the assistant said. This is the guy who said that he saw something happening in the showers and then reported it to Paterno. As I … Continue reading

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