Monthly Archives: February 2012

Feeling the need to pull back in life


My husband told me the other day that he was in a bad mood. He was tired from work and tired from some other responsibilities he has. He was listing them and he mentioned dealing with me as being a stressor and … Continue reading

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Adding new diagnoses the list gets longer


I forgot to mention that last week my therapist diagnosed me as having agoraphobia with panic. Fab…Even though, how does one have agoraphobia without panic??? I hadn’t really realized it until she said it and I paid attention to my … Continue reading

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Something bothering me about the Josh Powell case


I know some of my readers are from other countries so I don’t know if everyone knows about Josh Powell. His wife has been missing for several years (assumed dead) and he was the only “person of interest” in the … Continue reading

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Panic at the eye doctor


I have no idea how to explain what happened or why it happened. It’s not abuse related but I honestly have no other place to just talk about it. I went in for my annual eye exam at my regular … Continue reading

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Post to reply to comments on last post lol


It was easier to write a brief post about my insurance bill than to reply. I paid her for all of last month’s visits and I’ll wait until she bills for this month to pay for the rest. Since I’ve … Continue reading

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AAAGH! Bills, Bills, Bills


So, I have new insurance this year and we have deductibles and stuff we’ve never had to deal with before. Please don’t get me wrong. I am SO grateful to even have insurance and I know we’re luckier than many. … Continue reading

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Update on spousal discord and thanks to everyone


I really appreciate all the support. You guys are constantly amazing. Seriously. The good news is that my husband and I talked, really talked and things went well. There were misunderstandings and a lack of understanding how words sound and … Continue reading

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