I’m laying here in bed with anxiety swirling around in my head. My husband told me tonight that we need to “resume sexual relations” and not just once but on a “regular basis”. He said it like it was nothing and it wasn’t a request for me to think about it. It was like,’This needs to happen soon’. I make it a point to “take care of him” in various ways so he gets a physical release, so I don’t leave him without an outlet, but the way he said this??? I feel betrayed and completely unheard. Like I’m not dealing with anything. It’s all I can hear in my head and I just want to go far away to be with the people who live in my fantasy world. Not my alters, but the imaginary friends I still have. They don’t ask me for things like this.
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