Monthly Archives: March 2012

Having A “Blank Slate” When It Comes To Feelings


This week the day leading up to therapy was full of feelings. Anxiety and super-pissedoffedness (yes I made up another word). The anxiety was because I did not want to go to therapy this week. It wasn’t because of fear, … Continue reading

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Little Revelations


I’ve been quiet for long periods of time between posting. It annoys me that I have nothing to write on several levels. On one level it means that nothing is progressing. On another level, I feel like I let my … Continue reading

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Unable to track down an image in my head


There’s a question floating in my head everyday now. There’s an image in my head with a detail I won’t speak about. I can sort of see it and I know that I’ve seen it before about a year ago … Continue reading

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How do you catch little flickers of awareness?


So, I’ve been gone for a while (besides my two brief non-blog related posts). I honestly had nothing to say and I’m still not sure that I do. I feel more of a responsibility to post something instead of continuing … Continue reading

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Holy crap I love my husband!


I’m sitting here sick, looking gross with crazy hair and my husband decides to give me my anniversary present early. And it was more than I had hoped for: A Samsung Galaxy tablet! I was completely speechless, which is a … Continue reading

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Too sick to write


Quick note to say that I’m sick and won’t post until I’m more upright. Take care.

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