Monthly Archives: April 2012

When your therapist gets all serious and judgmental


Obviously this week’s therapy session was about my mother and my reaction to how things went. For those of you who may have missed my comments on the last post, we told my parents that we were busy and the … Continue reading

Posted in self-harm, Self-injury | Tagged , , , | 18 Comments

I’m Losing It


Ok I am officially freaking out. My mother’s husband said that he’ll get to the albums at another time as they’re in storage right now. It was stated as a non-negotiable fact. That means that the invitation to visit has already … Continue reading

Posted in Self-injury | Tagged , , | 24 Comments

A brief explanation of why I’m still stressing


As you saw I apologized for not being more active on some of your blogs and I just wanted to give an update to tell you why my brain is Swiss cheese right now. I saw my therapist and told … Continue reading

Posted in abuse, DID, dissociative identity disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD | Tagged , | 7 Comments

An apology for not keeping up with things


I just wanted to say that I’m sorry because I know that a few of you whom (who?) I follow have been posting on your blogs and I haven’t been around. There’s still crap going on over here and as … Continue reading

Posted in dissociative identity disorder | 6 Comments

Stress and Guilt Eating At My Brain (Mother Issues Continue)


I was told yesterday that my stepfather emailed my husband again, I guess with details about their move? But the worst part was that he asked if I wanted to see my mother before they go. I’ve never been as … Continue reading

Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, dissociative identity disorder, Family Relationships, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD | Tagged , , | 12 Comments

Mother May I?


I was intending to write several blog entries this past week but I had to get in the right mindset. I was given news this morning though that made me sit down to write about a subject I was going … Continue reading

Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, dissociative identity disorder, Family Relationships, Incest, Sexual Abuse | Tagged , , , , , , | 8 Comments

Honoring My Inner Introvert


At this week’s therapy session I told my therapist that I’ve been having a few weeks of irritability and interspersed with depression. I count these as bipolar mood swings and don’t feel the need to talk about them but she said that … Continue reading

Posted in bipolar disorder, dissociative identity disorder | Tagged , , , | 25 Comments