Monthly Archives: June 2012

NO Rehashing the Case, Just My Reaction *To* My Reaction About the Verdict


I’m not going to write about the Sandusky trial or the case, I just want to say that right away. I have a feeling that people are kind of overwhelmed by all of it and that’s not the focus of … Continue reading

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Embarrassing Conversations: Stuff I Don’t Want To Talk About


I decided to talk about stuff I don’t want to talk about. I had a conversation with my therapist last week about a subject that was humiliating and absolutely wretched to bring up. After we discussed it a bit she … Continue reading

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Uneven Relationships


It’s never good when someone says, “We need to talk”. It wasn’t good when my husband said it last night and it’s even worse because his complaints were completely legitimate. You see the title of this post is about uneven … Continue reading

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Side Effects: Let’s Talk About Tardive Dyskensia


As I mentioned in my previous post, I’ve been experiencing some muscle spasms or what I think of as more like jerking because I would look ridiculous if anyone saw me. I spoke to my psychiatrist about it and he … Continue reading

Posted in bipolar disorder, dissociative identity disorder, Medication, Meds, Mental Health, Psychiatric Drugs, Psychiatric medication | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 12 Comments

Muscle Jerking, What’s Up With That?


Ok, so this is completely random but I’m curious and confused about some weird muscle jerking I’ve been experiencing. The silly thing is that it’s been happening for quite a while here and there, but I didn’t really pay attention … Continue reading

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Acceptance leads to anxiety?


I have to say that I feel really strange these days. Ever since I reached that acceptance and let go of the doubt (for now), I’ve been feeling like I’m standing on the edge of this precipice, just waiting for … Continue reading

Posted in Child Abuse, Child Molestation, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse | Tagged , , , | 18 Comments