Monthly Archives: September 2012

My Rant About Author J.D. Robb/Nora Roberts: The Fictionalization of Abuse


Ok, I give up. This subject has been pissing me off and I’m going to rant even though I’m really tired and won’t make much sense. First a disclaimer: You may ask why I keep reading books that piss me … Continue reading

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Anniversaries and Bad Dreams


I am not an anniversary kind of person when it comes to trauma. At least that’s what I tell myself. I figure if I refuse to acknowledge the anniversary of something horrible, then I will not have a reaction to … Continue reading

Posted in abuse, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, Dreams, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , , | 6 Comments

Trapped


*eating issues* I find myself in the position of being unable to help myself. It’s strange because usually I would struggle against the idea of being helpless and yet I can’t find the spirit to struggle against this. The situation … Continue reading

Posted in Eating Disorder, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , | 8 Comments

Bad day


First, I promise I will respond to all comments from the last post. I’m just having a really bad day. I had therapy and she agreed that the food issues are about distracting from thinking about the sexual abuse. She … Continue reading

Posted in depression, DID, Eating Disorder, Incest, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma | Tagged , , , | 6 Comments

Anger


I am so angry. There’s no logic to it that I can find. It’s been building for a couple of days but got really bad yesterday. I hoped today would be better but it’s not. Everything pisses me off and … Continue reading

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Has this all been a distraction?


*I’m updating this post with a few words because this also serves to help me remember and I forgot something* *Subject is food and whatever else comes up* I am just beginning to realize that something may be wrong with … Continue reading

Posted in depersonalization, derealization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 5 Comments