Monthly Archives: November 2012

Alright, which one of you did something nice?


So I just got this email: “You’ve Been Nominated for a WEGO Health Activist Award You have been nominated for the Best in Show: Blog Award in this year’s WEGO Health Activist Awards! Nominations (like yours) are open through December 31st, … Continue reading

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Failing at failing


I think this will be a brief post. It’s about food. What’s new right? *brief mention of self-injury* *and food talk please be careful* I just want to sum up some of what’s been happening: While I was out some … Continue reading

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It’s fading…(one of possibly several posts)


I have no idea how to describe what’s been happening in my mind and body for the last few days regarding my thoughts and feelings about sexual abuse and my uncle. It’s fading away…or should I say that I’m losing … Continue reading

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Today’s feeling is fury and therapy may be a casualty


*food issues discussed* I am beyond angry. I am beyond furious. Have you ever been so angry that you become still instead of shaking with it? As of this morning I have gained 6lbs. SIX! SIX! Do you hear me!? … Continue reading

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Yea, This Isn’t Going To Work…Epic Fail


There was a moment in therapy this week that was very emotional. I wrote a little yesterday but I need to add to it. We were discussing changes I need to make concerning the supposed eating disorder my therapist thinks … Continue reading

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An Ultimatum and Anxiety


Quick post. My therapist gave me the choice to either help myself or get referred to an eating disorder clinic in the metro area miles away for intensive outpatient treatment. I won’t do that so it’s up to me I … Continue reading

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