Monthly Archives: January 2013

Bucking The System


It doesn’t matter what my therapist says. I’m not ready to change my behaviors. Everything I read says that a person has to want to stop first. I don’t want to. It’s that simple. Maybe this makes me a bad … Continue reading

Posted in Child Molestation, DID, Eating Disorder, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, suicidal ideation, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , , , | 13 Comments

Out Of Options


My therapist told me today that considering my blood tests and blood pressure dropping that I am a few weeks away from having to go into to treatment a few hours away from where I live. She said that soon … Continue reading

Posted in Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, suicidal ideation, Therapy, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , , , , , | 18 Comments

The Blood Never Lies


I wasn’t sure how or when to blog about my recent blood tests. No need to freak, everything’s fine but I’m more interested in my reactions than I am in the test results themselves. My therapist ordered blood work because … Continue reading

Posted in Child Molestation, depression, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, suicidal ideation, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , , | 16 Comments

If you get a flood of comments from the blog don’t worry


I’m going through past posts and changing some info in them for safety but I don’t know if people subscribed to the blog will get updates or not. So, if you do just ignore and delete until you see some … Continue reading

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I’m Tired


As of today, I’ve already reached and surpassed the last weight loss goal I set. I’ve done this before. Reached a goal and then pushed the number back and set another goal. Already I’m thinking of pushing the number back … Continue reading

Posted in Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, self-harm, Self-injury, Sexual Abuse, Trauma | Tagged , , , , | 6 Comments