Down, down, down we go

I’m still here, I’ve just been quiet while I think and mull and stew over things.

I’ll post something more solid soon. At the moment I’m dealing with lots of anger, frustration and a pressing sense of gloom. The anger is a big one. I’m angry about things that I haven’t been angry about before. I’m disappointed. I feel like I’m not a good person and that I don’t deserve good things. It’s annoying right now.

I’m bothered and irritated and people are pissing me off. Anyways… I’ll be around eventually when I can form sentences that can express my feelings a bit better.


About CimmarianInk

Abuse Survivor Diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder PTSD and Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) also known as Multiple Personalities
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7 Responses to Down, down, down we go

  1. Freasha1964 says:

    Thinking of you. Sorry you are feeling this way. You ARE worthy.

  2. Hi CI, I’ve been thinking of you. Take care, okay. rl

  3. castorgirl says:

    Hi CI,

    I’m glad you’re still around, but sorry you’re feeling like this… I hope you’re able to direct that anger where it belongs – that’s not towards you, btw; but, towards those who hurt and failed you.

    You are a kind, caring, funny, intelligent, creative, amazing person that I feel lucky to consider a friend… You are good, you are deserving… I don’t question that, although I know you do, and will probably repeatedly return to that space over time, until this thing called healing does it’s magic 🙂

    Please take care,

    • CimmarianInk says:

      Hi CG,

      Thanks for that. It’s hard to see clearly at the moment but I appreciate the kind words, really. 🙂

      • castorgirl says:

        I know it can be hard to comprehend or believe those words… I look at people with shock when they say anything nice about me… but, I say them to you in all honesty, and don’t have any problem repeating them at any time… I work on the theory that each time we’re told the good, true stuff, it slowly sinks in…

        Take care,

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