Monthly Archives: January 2014

Struggling With Writing Honestly


I’ve been going through a particularly rough patch involving my weight, past eating disorder and the effects all of this is having on my mental health. The problem is that I really would like to write about it but I … Continue reading

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A Random Thought About Triggers


I was watching a popular period drama on tv the other day when I was badly triggered by an unexpected sexual assault happening to a fan favorite out of nowhere. I could write an entire post on how that episode … Continue reading

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The Shift From Doubt To Belief


It seems that I’ve been hit in the face enough in the last month or so with flashbacks and feeling memories that I can no longer doubt that something happened to me. It’s a relief actually. When I look back … Continue reading

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Simmering and Roiling Discomfort


I’ve been wanting to write a post for a while and I was going to write about the shift in my denial that I’ve experienced and how it feels but at the moment I’m feeling really edgy and emotionally off-balance … Continue reading

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