I’m just now realizing I have a bit of a problem. I’ve had issues leaving my house for a while but I’m really having problems now.
I only leave when I absolutely have to, like when I have an appointment, then I will go the store and take care of other errands. Other than that, I don’t leave and I have no desire to. I don’t go to movies or shop at the mall for fun or…anything. I used to do those things and I can’t pinpoint when things changed. I didn’t notice it until this past week.
I wonder what happened? When did I get like this? And more importantly, why? What is my problem?
It’s almost summer. It’s sunny, flowers are blooming. I should go outside. But I can’t. I did go for a walk a week ago. I’d like to do that again soon. That’s sad isn’t it? Hoping to go for a walk? Yikes.