I’m still here everyone.
I had no idea how much my current stressors would interfere with me being able to feel and write. I’m so distracted that I can hardly process any emotion besides anxiety. However, there is a chance that things will finally calm down in February so that I can get back to writing about all the inevitable emotional backlog that will come to the fore when I can focus again.
I have had some triggers involving sexual abuse and of course my mother’s death is still a big issue. It’s amazing (and not in a good way) how distractions can push really important issues like these to the back burner even though they deserve to be a priority.
I am going to take some time to go over some of my past collages because they tie into a trigger that happened on Sunday. I hope to be writing about my normal subject matters in a month or so.