Hello everyone. Just a quick update on where I’ve been. I had surgery a few weeks ago which has left me unable to walk until about yesterday and I’m still not really up yet for another two weeks. I haven’t been able to go to therapy for weeks because they’ve got me going to physical therapy several times a week. So, mentally and emotionally I’m a mess. Physically I’m going stir crazy.
For the first week after surgery I actually felt good emotionally which should have been a warning sign in of itself I suppose. I think that the trauma of surgery and just trying to deal with the intense pain and disability made everything else just shut off. However, after that first week or so was over I noticed that I was feeling really unstable. Depression, anxiety and other intense emotions starting cycling really quickly throughout the days. I really needed therapy but couldn’t get there.
Anyway, it’s week four, two more to go and I’m hoping to get some head therapy in there soon.
How are all of you?