Category Archives: dissociation

Which Blog Is This???


Hello dear readers. It’s time for another episode of “oh look, she’s back after she said she’d be around more, AGAIN.” Yes, I am the worst and that actually brings me to the title of today’s entry: which blog is … Continue reading

Posted in bipolar disorder, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Eating Disorder, Incest, Mania, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatric Drugs, Psychiatric medication, PTSD, self-harm, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , | 8 Comments

Be Careful Reading Current News Stories


Hey guys, I wanted to post a quick albeit late message to caution you about the current news situation right now concerning sexual harassment and assault.  I would have written sooner but I’ve been doing intense work in therapy and … Continue reading

Posted in abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Rape, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

Now Everything Comes Back


Ugh.  I probably have to slightly explain that something happened to me last year health-wise that made me very aware of stress. I felt a need to control my stress. Ha! Control. Silly me believing in control!  Well, what happened … Continue reading

Posted in Alters, bipolar disorder, depression, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Mania, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

A Little Bit Right?


I always do this. I always think that unless I have a novel to post I can’t post anything here. I need to get over that because I know I onlt have maybe 3 of you left who even read … Continue reading

Posted in Alters, bipolar disorder, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Psychiatry, PTSD, suicidal ideation, Therapy, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , , | 8 Comments

Wow My Brain Is Really Ummm… Crappy Right Now


A brief post is better than none right? My therapist thinks that I’m kind of starving myself of anything I really need (not just physical stuff but things that I like) and that includes blogging which is why my posts … Continue reading

Posted in abuse, Alters, Child Molestation, depersonalization, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Trauma | Tagged , , , | 2 Comments

Therapist Distress


I should have guessed that there would be inevitable issues when you have to suddenly change therapist while you’re neck-deep in issues of an immediate nature. However the issues that I’m having with my new therapist are stressing me out … Continue reading

Posted in abuse, Alters, Anger, Child Abuse, Child Molestation, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Multiple Personalities, PTSD | Tagged , , , , , , , , , | 11 Comments

It’s Been A Rough 24 Hours And Counting


*I discuss many things that I’m going through right now so this post is very random. I apologize if it’s TMI but you guys know that I’m honest* I’m having a bad day (if “day” can be counted as about … Continue reading

Posted in abuse, Alters, Anger, Child Molestation, depersonalization, DID, dissociation, dissociative identity disorder, Incest, Intimacy, Multiple Personalities, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD, Sexual Abuse, Therapy, Trauma | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | 11 Comments